Myspace Whore (50th)

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So I saw you log onto Myspace last night,
Changed your status to "I just got into a fight"
But I chatted to Stacey on MSN,
And she said all that happened was that you shoved Ben.

Your friends list has over 800 members,
And they all leave comments on the pic of your fenders,
So I logged on again to check out your fans,
And I realised that all of your friends are bands.

So your profile page is 12 miles long,
You say there's interesting blogs and lyrics to your songs,
But I checked it out one day when I was bored,
All I found was your huge application hoard.

After I checked it out, I showed it to Marty,
And sure soon enough he got really moody,
I'd heard that you two were making out, from a mate,
Yet at the bottom of your profile,
You claim to be straight.

wow (49th)

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so
theres this light in front of me
right
and im like
shit man
come here
look at this
its beautiful

and
i cant believe ive never noticed
like
how amazing it
actually
is

but
my mate right
she cant see it
and im like
omg
you cant see
how
can you not see this
its beautiful

and
she gives me this right funny look
and walks away
but like
i dont are anyway
cus i can see the beauty in the world
and like
when the drugs
wear off
i know
its going to
go away

again.

so
im gonna make the
most
of this

because
beautifull things
deserve
to be admired.

right?

Book (48th)

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My first and foremost thought of all;
my trawl
my drawl
my diary
my book.
Where has it gone? Blindly I look;
I shook
it's took
my travesties
my terrors.
Hidden inside those pages,
lost,
who knows when to return?

Green Eyed Girl (47th)

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Green eyed girl
How your mind swirls
How your hair curls
Enchants me

Red haired girl
How your dress furls
How your teeth pearl
Enchants me.

Flushed dark enchantress
Is Ever so flawless
Till off comes her dress
And she's down on the matress

Remember? (46th)

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Do you not remember,
what it's like to be me?
you were here once, I know,
Shouting and Screaming,
Like I am,
Crying.
Late into the night and no-one cares.
piles of used tissue in front of me,
Teling the tale of the destruction I feel.

You were here once too.
I know.
Dont you remember?
To be this age, little younger,
Little older?
Does it matter?
No. You don't remember anyway.

The want, the love, the hate.
You don't care,
Leave me here,
Feeling fucked and soaked in grief.

You were here once too,
I know.
You don't care.

Here was always there, but too far away.
Never close enough,
To you,
Don't you remember?
The never,
Being able to, do, go say, stay, be, flee,
Whenever you wanted?

He's all i've wanted,
10 months
we've been restricted, i cant,
believe this.
remember?
The reins, strains, pulls, leash,
Constrictions, tyrant, dictators?

The restraints
restraints
restraints
Frustration!
Bursting, undying love!
Far away, unreachable
creature
whos mirroring you.

The distance,
The killing dart,
The stabbing cold,
The freezing blister of restraint.

The love.
remember?

You know,
I know you do.

and all i can hope
is to one day be,
an all round
more sensative,
understanding
allowing,
approachable,
Parent,
Than You.

old...(45th)

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It doesn't matter anyway,
And no-one even cares,
My self-absorbent loathing,
Comes to nothing and compares.
Here with anything.
Eating away at me.
And so furiousciously,
Time is lost to immortal giants,
In whose grip I am Trapped.
No, no, no, from here, my flight's,
Going nowhere, nowhere, nowhere.

War (44th)

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I'll fight the war of humanity,
The distance and insanity,
I'll fight this war with love and truth,
Because you're worth fighting for.

I'll blast this cloud of mis-spoke words,
Simply into another world,
I'll blast your doubts away for good,
Because you're worth fighting for.

I'll give my life to the divine,
Evil darkness or holy shrine,
I'll give my life to the unknown,
Because you're worth dying for.

Time(43rd)

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And time always passes slower,
When you're staring at the clock.
When seconds turn into minutes,
And the hours seem to stop.

When you're longing for the weeks to pass,
And the months to dissapear.
And you want that special tiem to come,
When it's just not getting here.

summerrrrrrrr(42nd)

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Sweltering in head-to-toe black,
Uncaring, your attention slack,
Making fun of swimsuit babes,
Mixing drinks in a heat-stroke haze.
Ending up indoors all day,
Re-reading your poems again...

Smile(41st)

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Smile as the sunlight sets,
and you say your last goodbyes.

Smile as he moves away,
leaving you behind.

Smile as the doors close,
and the train speeds away.

Collapse now that he is gone,
into the ending day.


Hold yourself together,
till he is out of sight.

Then you may cave,
He cannot save,

Your dead and crumbled might.

Bully(40th)

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Just close your eyes,
And make-believe,
That scum is all,
She'll ever be.

Just close your eyes,
You can pretend,
Her life is coming,
To an end.

Just close your eyes,
And play a game,
Fairy-tale worlds,
Will keep you sane.

Just close your eyes,
And you will know,
The dark that lives,
Inside her soul.

Just close your eyes,
And imagine,
You're laughing loud,
And having fun.

Just close your eyes,
Don't have to stare,
Into the hate,
That greets you here.

TuT (39th)

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Bubble with one thousand thoughts,
Volcanic misconception.
Topics not much understood,
Contempted Deception.

Screaming deep inside the mind,
def'nite condecention.
Running a track hid therein,
Jumping quick conclusion.

OLD (38th)

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Note: going through an old notebook of mine, found a poem i wrote a while back...some of you will know who its about, others wont, but meh ^_^ im posting it anyway, like i always do =P)

Something so familiar,
Is creeping up on me.
Making me want,
Thinking about,
Abandoning my tree,
So freshly turned.

Boredom now is sinking in,
DUSK is annoying me.
Making me want,
Thinking about,
Trying now to flee,
After so long...

Product of a History Lesson (37th)

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And the slow and steady tread of heavy boots goes marching, on and on.
The strong and weary trudging through blackened, frozen, tears of angels.
And crystalised before symbols of wisdom, silvery lung-drops creating clouds of cold.
The likeness of cattle coated, downy stffed claws on limbs, protruding from thickened shelter.
And kept within a hardened hide, swinging over one shivering ball-joint, the empty spaces rattle.
The slow and steady tread of heavy boots goes marching, on and on...

a love short ^_^(36th)

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You gave me a gift
That wont ever shift,
Not that I'd want it too.

You cherish me dear
But dont ever fear
Because you know well that I love you.

FarAwayLove<3 (35th)

(Note: OMFG It's my first poem postage that comes with....a PICTURE!! Oh yeah! hoping to be doing many more image postings soon to go with the words :) not all will be crappy stick figures tho lol :P )

I'm smiling from far away,
The place where I don't want to stay,
Because alone will never do,
I want to be with You.

All (34th)

(Note: bit short, like I've said many times before, i may come back to finish it one day, but i probably wont.*luffles* =])

You only have one life to live,
I only have one soul to give,
And even though i have so few,
I'd give it all to you.

I have built myself up so high,
I'm watching you go passing by,
And even though I know I'd fall,
I want you to have it all.

WTF!?!(33rd)

Blind tv fan is shocked to know,
While watching his dear radio:


One legged man tiptoes with stealth,
Jumps into the fire and drowns himself.

Crippled triplets run off, a pair,
And trip fall down bungalow stairs.


So he applies lipstick, around the eyes,
Draws a breath, and promtly, Dies.

Wherever (32nd)

This is neither Here nor There.
I am neither Here nor There.
He is neither Here nor There.
I wonder what is Here or There.

Tracing spirals round and round.
corkscrew inside my head.
And we are neither Here nor There.
Neither Living nor Dead.

Sitting upon a fence of whim.
With two worlds at her feet.
She can be neither Here nor There.
So this place is her seat.

This is neither Here nor There.
I am neither Here nor There.
He is neither Here nor There.
I wonder what is Here or There.

A Xmas-Time Story (31st)

(Note: i thought this would be a nice cheery one for the xmas season lol
and please remember to put your name on any comments =] kthnx)

At this time of year,
When weather is dreary,
I think of an old man,
I'll tell you his story.

T'was late one night,
When at work he did finish,
With the rain pouring down,
And the sunlight diminish.

In his car he sat,
Driving his way home,
With the radio up,
And singing all alone.

By the side of the road,
The ditches were full,
With rainwater brimming,
And predicting a fall.

Eleven o'clock now,
He finished work at eight,
His wife's worried sick,
He's never this late.

Not untill next morn',
Did none spot where he'd gone,
The car under the water,
With headlights still on.

So that is his story,
I tell ye its true,
And at this time of xmas,
We'll mourn right through.

My father still mourns,
Auntie maria sobs,
But all I can say's
Merry Meet,
Uncle Bob.

XxX

untitled as of yet (30th)

(Note: like ive said before, poems i write are usually for a certain person, or aimed at a certain person. or written for someone else as if i was that someone, so its like its written about me, but aimed at someone else. if you get what i mean lol. well anyway, this ones like that, sortof...i know what i mean anyway :) and yes i know the last couple of lines sylables dont exactly match and the rhyms dont flow with the rest of the poem structure, but thats how it came to me, so thats how it is. deal with it.)

You'd better learn,
To hide your scars,
To cover us,
The scabs and mars,
Or else to pray,
Up to the stars,
(sky fire-flies,
Held tight in jars)

That all your troubles,
Will be cleared,
That enemies,
Shall not be feared,
Or over that blade,
Your blood smeared.
So pray up to the stars tonight,
For your sad spirit,
To be cleared.

The Gig (29th)

its half past 6,
were getting a lift,
with caseys mam,
in the back of her van.

we climb over the seats,
banging out the beats,
to the gig we're gonna see,
at the place we're gonna be.

finally we're there,
laughing without a care,
queing up inside,
at the end of a long line.

a woman takes my ticket,
and in half she rips it,
and a girls chest i do mawl,
as we go through to the hall.

there arent many people,
as the first band is quite feeble,
they wanted to touch ya,
cus they come from california.

the second band,
had much better hand,
the lead singer was LUSH,
and his voice was thick with welsh.

now the crowd is getting vaster,
and the peeps are moshing faster,
the band remembers their mission,
and then on stage is 18visions!

so they sing loads of songs,
whilst we're singing along,
to a band that most of us,
have never even heard of.

at the end of the set,
against the walls we get,
as the lead singer calls forth;
WALL OF DEATH!!!!

in the face will got decked,
ash's t-shirt got wrecked,
while chriss coughs up some blood,
and in her hoody helen stood.

at half 11
in the van us 'seven'
after we found the band-oh,
and got them to sign my elbow!

so we got into the van,
newly born visions fans,
our little 'foursome'
screaming THE GIG WAS AWESOME!

The Pedlo Shooter (28th)

(Note: ok, i wrote this one ages ago and i think only laura is gonna know who im talking about in this one, but oh well. im not gonna say, because that would be mean. but it isnt that hard to figure out.)

Since she gave him the cold shoulder,
My hate for her does smoulder,
To normal reason I will not listen,
Till this rope around her neck shall fasten.
This rage in me I will not swalow,
Till she is hung up in the gallow.

I want to make her feel the pain,
That she made him endure,
Untill away my hate does wane,
And his heart is set to cure.

We shall point and laugh and snarl,
At this unworthy, hated girl,
Tripping on her own mistakes,
Falling flat onto her face.
My steps will not be faulted,
Till she is draw and quartered.

I want to make her feel the pain,
That she made him endure,
I want to make his love tame,
And be the one to his heart cure.

The one good thing to spring from this,
Her fatal back-stabbing 'kiss'
Making her hated in her due,
And forcing my love sprung anew,
All I have and want at this time,
Is the knowledge that he's now mine.

(Note: not mine anymore. wrote this one a while ago)

Creature (27th)

Screaming rage,
Ratling the bars,
Of this cage,
The lock jars.

Bitter tears,
Running down this face,
Caged with its fears,
Hating this place.

Whirling thoughts,
Drowning this mind,
Like old age courts,
Left far behind.

Loud thrashes,
Thenh this creatures best,
Left to its own devices,
Its own death.

The Bedroom Door Poem (26th)

(Note: hehe. this is a poem i wrote to get the messgae across to my mum and lil brother that they arent allowed into my room. i copied it onto a piece of paper and stuck it on my bedroom door. now my mum thinks im hiding drugs or somethign in my room so thats why she cant go in there. lol. good times.)

I advise you,
To think before,
Opening,
This bedroom door.

For hidden here,
Horror resides,
Dark and fearsome,
And it is I.

So be aware,
That if you theive,
You will be trapped,
You'll never leave.

So turn your back,
And go away,
And live to see,
Another day.

:)

The One Whos Always There For me (25th)

You hug me close,
And healing starts,
As you patch up,
My broken heart.

Your thoughts are running frantic,
The machine slowly beeps,
Trying to wake the happiness,
But soundly it still sleeps.

You hug me close,
And healing starts,
As you patch up,
My broken heart.

Sellotape and hot glue gun,
Neither of these will do.
Stapelers and knotted string,
Will never pay their due.

You rush about,
Looking all smug,
When you figure out,
I heal with hugs.

X-_-X*Huggles*X-_-X

Slaving (24th)

Lazing back,
Comfy chair,
Hot coffee,
And hatefull stare.
Them.

Posture straight,
Concrete bench,
Bare footed,
And rancid stench.
Us.

Working Worriedly.
Shivering Silently.
Darning Painfully.
Hating This Idiocracy.

4-line-OMG.I.DONT.HAVE.TO.WISH.ANYMORE-time! (23rd)

I'm talking to you right now,
Not noticing the time,
Because I'm looking at you right now,
So proud that you are mine!




WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!*shifty eyes*...not skipping...or barking at all...lol *shifty eyes*

Short Trib (22nd)

You sit across my lap,
And produce tearfull music,
I love the way it sounds,
My dear sweet low acoustic...

At The Enbankment (21st)

(Note: wooo!!!! im back and while ive been grounded ive written a few which are all going to be posted....now. the first few ones are short, but theres a couple of slightly longer ones, but dont moan at me if they suck, ive not had much inspiration lately :( )



Your laughter is sore,
Drink some more,
And so therefor,
Throw up on the floor.

not the best ever, but i like it lol and i MIGHT come back later and add to it, but for now it stays short and sweet.

My *neck Biting* Guy (20th)

I love it when you hug me,
Pulling me close you to.
I love it when you kiss me,
And do that thing you do.

We're sitting all alone now,
Your arms around my waist.
Our bodies pressed together,
And my hands upon your face.

I am wrapped around you,
Your hands now on my back.
I tilt my head to look at you,
And sensually you bite my neck.

I love everything about you,
Your cuddles are the best!
Together we are cozy,
In our private bean-bag nest.

After how you've made me feel,
I never want to be alone.
I'm craving your sweet embrace,
And need your skin upon my own.

But I'm sitting home alone now,
And its driving me KER-AZY!
'cus I'm missing you so much,
Though I'll see you tomorrow, maybe.

-_-xxx_-_Love You Hunnii_-_xxx-_-

Dark Master (19th)

Twirling fast, the puppeteers hands,
Manipulate the girl.
Around she spins, on raven wings,
Crashing into the ground.

Up she peers, her eyes are blank,
And cannot see the leering.
She contorts, to her Masters thoughts,
Nothing she wills to be.

Strings bind her, unto demons care,
Restricting struggling limbs.
Blowing cold, the north wind does hold,
Her hair from ground-wards going.

Bloodied lips, are kissing her fists,
Cleansing her soul of the muddied.
This ones claws, are now cutting her bonds,
Which fly off into the mist.

Rolling loud, a storm does shroud,
The ne'er present ca-jolling.
Thunder booms, shaking the doomed,
She runs and trips in blunder.

Open wide, crimson red eyes,
Stare down at the two from above.

She gets up, and again they run,
No-where to hide they can see.
Lept from the sky, lightning does fly,
Cracking a hole to the depths.

Rushing up, the darkness floods,
Moving and tideing and gushing.
Messed up mind, longs for the divine,
Escaping down into death.

Leaving life behind, she jumps into non-light,
In the blink of an eye she stops breathing.
Pain registers, on her rescuers face,
And his eyes are producing a magenta rain.

And good-bye, whispers the wind...

The 2nd 4-LINE-WISH-TIME!!!! (18th)

I'm talking to you right now,
Watching what you do.
I'm talking to you right now,
Wishing I was you.


( ~ BONUS VERSE!!! ~ )

I don't know how you do it,
You get eveything you want,
But you never seem to boast it,
And I've never seen you flaunt.

Save The UK! Kill A Chav Today!! (17th)

(note: when spoken aloud this poem is best performed in a sing-song chav-mick-take voice ^^)

Oh, I can see,
Yeah, I can tell,
By the way you look at me,
And the way your feet fell.

Yeah, I can judge,
Oh, I can spew,
'Cos of the way your mate nudged,
And the way he spoke to you.

Oh, I can know,
Yeah, I can spy,
By the way that you throw,
And the way it flew by.

Yeah, I can swear,
Oh, I can sue,
For the clothes that you wear,
And the 'gold' that hangs off you.

Oh, I can fOck,
Yeah, I can win,
By the design on your socks,
And the trousers hid within.

Yeah, I can hate,
Oh, I can have,
Because you ''aint so f*****g gr8!''
So piss off you f*****g chav!

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE THE UK!!!!!!!!!!!!
KILL A CHAV TODAY!!!!!!!!

Because Opposites Attract (16th)

It's hot
and then
It's cold

It's new
and then
It's old

It's dark
and then
It's light

It's day
and then
It's night

You're high
and then
You're low

You come
and then
You go.


(pssst! i might finish this one another day, make it longer)

When All Is Lost (15th)

When all is lost,
Who do you turn to?
On Whos shoulder do you lean?
Whos arm do you cling to,
To fend off the world so mean?

When all is lost,
Who do you ask for help?
Whos advice do you seek?
What do you say: ''Oh Great One!
My life is yours to leak!!''?

When all is lost,

Your bestfriend is there for you no more.

When all is lost,

Your sister has turned her back and closed the door.

When all is lost,

Your Mother, has swiftly dissapeared.

When all is lost,

Your Brother, is now your biggest fear.

When all is lost,

Your Father, has struck you to the floor.

When all is lost,

Your bestfriend, is there for you, no more.

When all is lost,

Where will you go?

On whose door will you knock,

To house and keep you warm at night,

Made safe behind a lock?

When all is lost,

Who's there to care,

For what you say or do?

Or to clean or feed or clothe you?

Or to just think about you?

When all is lost,

Your bestfriend is there for you no more.

When all is lost,

Your sister has turned her back and closed the door.

When all is lost,

Your Mother, has swiftly dissapeared.

When all is lost,

Your Brother, is now your biggest fear.

When all is lost,

Your Father, has struck you to the floor.

When all is lost,

Your bestfriend, is there for you, no more.

When all is lost,

There is none to turn to.

On no shoulders can you lean.

There is no arm to cling to,

To fend off the world so mean.

Because ALL is lost.

I hope this never happens to you.

Equality (14th)

One is Yin.
The other Yang.
Both do sin.
And both have sang.
One is round.
The other flat.
Both voices sound.
Beneath my hat.
One is light.
The other dark.
Both minds have might.
Not dull not stark.
One does fly.
The other swim.
Equality shall never die.
Residing in My heart within.

more depression (13th)

Insanity flows through me,
Blackening my blood.
In Sanity is where I'll be,
Thinkin' 'bout what I did.

Hate courses my body,
Darkening my eyes.
Self-pity is so shoddy,
I may as well just die.

Love has now escaped me,
And left me oh so cold.
It's gone and now I cannot see,
Where I'm supposed to hold...
...
...On..
...
...To...
...
.......................Life.............

DemoNS (12th poem)

When the moon gains height,
And the stars come out at night,
When your good-night's have been said,
And it's time to go to bed,
You're sitting in your gloomy room,
All alone.

It's that time again...
At the end of the day....
Everybody is asleep...
And your DemoNS come out to play...

Theres that noise again,
From the creatures left un-slain,
You hear voices in your mind,
Of a dark, un-natural kind,
And underneath your thick blankets,
You shiver.

Lying in your bed...
The creeping shadows taunt...
And you're scared out of your skin...
And your DemoNS come out to haunt...

Clench your eyes tight shut,
And the feeling in your gut,
Tells you that it is your time,
You open your eyes to die,
They look deep into your soul
And you are gone.

4-LINE-WISH-TIME!(11th thingy)

I'm talking to you right now,
You cannot see the signs.
I'm talking to you right now,
Wishing you were mine.


(yeah, i know its short, but oh well, live with it)

My Sisters (10th poem)

Sweet innocence surrounds your face,
Engulfs your very manner.
Your life runs such a speedy pace,
You're my little Alarna.

Intelligence rings in your voice,
Shines through to me, your sister.
Brown curls frame your gorgeous face,
You're my little Davina.

Looking up at me with shining eyes,
Your smiles show admiration.
I love you more than life its-self,
You hug me for confirmation.

If you could search inside my skull,
Deep to my inner soul,
I know all that would be there,
Would be you two growing old.

My sisters are my lifes blood,
Without them I would die.
They keep my lungs a-breathing,
And I hate to see them cry.

My Narna and my Vina,
You mean the world to me.
Your cuddles keep my heart warm,
And by your sides ill always be.

=]

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Querida (9th poem)

She looks over at me and smiles,
With the lips that make me quiver,
With her arms reached out to hug me,
And my legs begin to shiver.

I love you, My Querida,
And I don't know what to do,
Because I love you, My Querida,
And know you don't want me to.

I watch her across the table,
Drawing coniculus draco,
Her eyes, so deep, do concentrate,
On pencil lines that need to go.

I love you, My Querida,
And I don't know what to do,
Because I love you, My Querida,
And know you don't want me to.

''Hello'' she said to me today,
''My boyfriend's dissapeared -KA POOF!
How is your love life going now?''
And so I told her the whole truth.

I love you, My Querida,
And I don't know what to do,
Because I love you, My Querida,
And know you don't want me to.

''I love you so,'' I told her, stark,
As she stared at me amazed,
Her lips formed that special smile,
And her blue-green eyes went all glazed.

I love you, My Querida,
And I don't know what to do,
Because I love you, My Querida,
And know you don't want me to.

We are sitting in the classroom,
When she whispers in my ear,
So faintly I heard her speaking,
The words that I so longed to hear.
- I Love You Too, My Querida.

secret desiree (8th poem)

Secretly,
I sit,
Atop a high brick wall.
Quietly,
I watch,
As you skate the ramp and fall.
Longingly,
I gaze,
Out of my world so small.
Desperately,
I search,
For any love for me at all.

Into your soul
I dig
Through your gorgeous eyes
So big,
Hoping to see myself there,
But all I can see is her.

Angrily,
I weep,
At the cuts on your skin.
Discreetly,
I hope,
For you to let me in.
Lovingly,
I hug,
And say goodbye to you.
Tearfully,
I think,
That you Will never know the truth.

ILY
xxx

For(7th poem)

For creativity to be stifled,
For voices to be muffled,
For talents to be trampled,
A better life un-sampled.

* I feeel-
The pain you feel,
And I feeel-
It's all so real,
That we feeel-
Inside our minds we scream.*

For compliments to be forgotten,
For intentions to be rotten,
For evil to be put upon,
For a better life you sicken.

*I feeel-
The pain you feel,
And I feeel-
It's all so real,
That we feeel-
Inside our minds we scream.*

For people to be scary,
For you to be seen - barely,
For you to die painfully,
A life lost tragically.

sorry(6th poem)

I'm sorry for all the tears,
For all the arguements.
I'm sorry for the shouting,
For taking your prized tuppence.

I'm sorry for all the food we never ate,
For all the spilled drinks.
I'm sorry for ruining your special day,
For loosing those best cufflinks.

I'm sorry for ever using the 'H' word,
For hit, kick and slapping.
I'm sorry for the spoiled carpet,
For you slipping on water I left dripping.

I'm sorry for all the tea I never made,
For making you so late.
I'm sorry for breaking your best heels,
For swinging on the garden gate.

I'm sorry I didnt take care of you better,
I'm sorry for me,
For my lost childhood,
And for you,
For your lost life...

would you? (5th poem)

When opportunity arrises,
To take something you've never had,
Will you reach out and take it?
Do you deserve to be bad?

Will you treat yourself,
Go out and have some fun,
Or will you let it run away,
Till all the chores are done?

If love looks you in the eyes,
Smiles and calls you over,
Would you beam back, move closer,
Or be afraid to have a lover?

Live life to its fullest,
Thats all that it is for.
Lifes not without its little risks,
'Cus why else were we born?

Your Heart (4th poem)

Don't ever trust anyone,
Other than yourself.
Don't take your heart out of that jar,
Upon the kitchen shelf.

Don't ever give your heart away,
If you think that you're in love.
Lock it away inside of you,
Not let loose like a dove.

Bottle up emotions,
Deep down inside your head.
Do all these things, you'll be like me,
Mentally, Physically: Dead

As One, At Last (3rd poem)

A scream
- long and loud
Is heard
- all around.
People look up
- to the sky
From where a child is falling
- this is where she will die.
Faces
- masked in shock
See her cradled
- in the crook
of my arm.

I smile
- they smile back
they dont mean to
- its react.
i turn
- to walk away
but someone tuggs my arm
- to stay
and explain.

A woman approaches me
- the mother
pallid faced
- not wanting bother
she reaches out
- for her child
i shake my head
- but i am mild.
the babies face is cold
- as ice
and as she slowly blinks
- once, twice....thrice
she is gone
- and so calmly
i follow.

the world of silver words surrounds us
- as the blanket does the girl.
delight shows on her face
- as through the past we swirl.
everything
- we can see
Just my Inner Child
- and Me
alone, as one, at last.

My Friend (2nd poem)

These cuts are from this blade,
This blood is from my arms,
This mind is from hell,
These eyes have seen its charms.

These dreams are gifts from satan,
The one, only and all,
This habbit is unconscious,
This blade my arms do call.

*Oh-don't hate me for what i am
Don't help me, i hate you.
Don't hate me for what i am,
-Hate me for what i do*

This face is white as snow,
'Cept bright slash lines on cheeks,
This mouth is silent, eyes say all,
From this soul does this like leak.

i know its bad, i know,
This thing that i do.
i know i need help,
And im reaching out to you .

*Don't hate - i cant help what i am,
Please save me - i love you.
Don't hate me for what i am,
Just help STOP what i do*

i think you can help me,
Get back to normal life.
Please, do you have time for me?
Please help me, take my knife.

I'm here for you,
I can help you,
I'm here for you,
Trust Me.

What Is? (1st poem)

What is life,
But the love of another?
What is death,
But the loss of a lover?

What is the morn',
But the kiss of a mother?
What is the dark,
But the loss of a brother?

What is a smile,
But the embrace of a father?
What is a tear,
But the loss of his laughter?

What is the sky,
But the gift of a teacher?
What is the falling,
But the loss of her peace here?

What is this poem,
But another reliever?
What am I,
But another word griever.

I grieve for the words I should have said...